Don't ever dare leaving again

Warning! This story may contain topics you find disturbing.

My back ached and I tried to fight back the urge to burst out crying. I could feel warm blood creeping down my coat flowing it's way down my sides. I tried to focus my attention anywhere else than the obvious. Once again I was cruelly reminded that there was no way out of this hell. Reminded that I could not run. Reminded that I could not fight. I was sentenced to be obediently raped time and time again and there was nothing I could do to stop it. A soft rustle was heard somewhere beside me and I immediately froze. I could literally feel his presence beside me now his warm breath on my skin. My stomach churned. "Don't ever dare leaving again", he whispered in a his low and menacing voice sending a cold shiver down my spine. My heart rate rose and my breathing quickened. My whole body was conditioned to go into shock just by hearing his voice. I could hear him turning around and continued to listen to his hoofbeats untill they faded out. It was only when I was sure he was gone that I completely broke down. The tears began to flow and my whole body shook with the sobs I still tried to keep quiet. Why? That was the question that always tormented me the most. Just why did this have to be my life?

Sad Shime art again. It's been a while since I last drew him and I do recall telling you I was going a bit back in time with my next drawing. So here you have it. A fourteen year old Shimi tried to run away from his step dad. He had sneeked out early in the morning and had continued to run like hell after that only to be found early in the evening again by a very enraged stallion. He dragged him back to the herd and punished him for trying to escape. I feel so bad for Shimi :c I tried to keep the story 'clean' you know as in not very graphic. I think you can all know for yourself what happened here.

Well that's two sad drawings in a row, Im gonna draw something happier now... I think xD I do have some dark drawings on my to do list though.

Shimi & Art: Me ~paardjee
Shimi's design: *Seismopac
Pose reference: Mark J. Barrett.