I wish I could turn back time

" It's my fault you know." Diëgo whispered looking at the confused head of Capri.

" What do you mean?" she said with a frown.

" My parents, they died because I wasn't there to help them"

" That's not true you know you were too young to save your mother, no one could have saved her that day" Capri said softly remembering that horrible day.

" Yes I was young, but if would have just.."

"If you would have what? there was nothing you could do you were six months old!" Capri raised her voice with confidence.

" I know but.. but I "

" Diëgo please don't hurt yourself like this. I hate seeing you so sad."

" And my father then? I wasn't too young then I should have been there, but I wasn't." Diëgo said angry.

" We didn't know what was going on that day, Diëgo. Otherwise we had been there. We didn't ran away "

" Yes but it was my idea to go away from the herd that day, I could have protected him! I could have fought by his side! but I wasn't there for him.. " Diego shivered.

"It's not your fault, Dieg. Nobody blaims you for Spartans death." Capri looked him deep in the eyes with a faint smile on her lips trying to comfort her shaking friend.

" But why do I blaim myself then? I keep having these nightmares! I see them die all over again and I just watch it happen!" Diëgo shouted and closed his eyes.

"they're just nightmares. you didn't stand and watch you did the best you could! stop beating yourself like this! Diëgo I love you and you know that. please let this go. I know you can. you are so strong. please let it go? not just for me but for yourself. " Capri nuzzeled him and laid her head on his shoulder.
Diëgo cried and stood close to her.

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so this is a drawing of Diëgo he screws himself up blaiming himself for his parents death. this drawing shows how I think he feels about the time. (the red spots behind the clock are supposed to be the blood of his parents.

anyways I hope you understand and like it.
no ref used and the blood brush is from someone here on DA I will find the link and post it here.

Diëgo is my OC